Thursday 3-18-10

It's the first day of chemo and I have just finished taking all the (*&(&(&()*&. I need to fight the effects of chemo and the Radiation recall. I've got some great pain stuff. I also have vicaden to take if the good stuff starts to wear off. I can only take the Oxycontin(sp) every 6 hours but if I start to shake or chill, I'm to supplement with vicaden(sp) I could go and get the exact spelling of the drugs but at this point F+++ it.
They have kicked in and your damn lucky I can still type.

I did take more donuts into the chemo nurses, so they were extra special today and prescribed the good stuff. I never knew there was something stronger than vicaden. Boy was I wrong. This ^$^^$^. puts you in a whole new world. She told me that is where I'm going to want to be when the radiation recall and the shakes and chills kick in. They want we in front of all that this time. She says she knows people who have decided to take their chances with the cancer rather than to face this reaction any more. Guess what KIDS. That ain't happening here. I still got a whole lot of ^%$^$ I need to do. I'm taking 6 people to Cabo in late October, and hope to sail the Sea of CorteZ in early October. I've also go my 50th class reunion in Lima and then the one at Marmion too. Then theirs Sharon and my 50 wedding anniversary. To say nothing of Cate's wedding and first Child and of course Thomas's wedding and child. Hell I've got as much as 10 years I got to get through. Caila, Avery, Ryley, Sammy. I'm going for all their weddings and first kids. THIS ^$^$^ BETTER WORK REAL WELL.

LOVE TOM