Monday June 8

Well the weekend's over and I feel a lot better than I did this weekend. this Chemo has been a lot harder than I expected. These flu like symptoms are real. I felt like I had the flu and didn't want to see or hear for anyone. Sharon decided I was so hard to get along with she took off for the lake. Brian went on a motorcycle ride for the day. Sammy went to Kings Island with a friends family and Catie had things to do all day long out side of the house. I just sat there feeling sorry for my self most of the day. It was interesting however when Brian and Cate came home from church Sunday night I started feeling better. I heard from an old friend and former employee about his problems and I somehow felt better. He had a great son who plays third base for San Diego and has been doing great for the past three years and now is having a very hard time. We talked about being a dad and how you want the best for your kids and when they are hurting it hurts you as much as it does them. As a dad how do you help a situation like that. I told him I would put him on my prayer list and mention that I would ask all you to pray for him also. He said he didn't raise him to pray but that he and his wife are now starting to go to church and including the Lord in there everyday life. I told him it was his job to let his son know it was a good idea for his son to Jesus also. Lets help them with their struggle

I'm off today to drive my Amish friends and hope to feel well enought to participate in life agian. I'm going to beat this thing but it is a lot different than I emagined